Saturday, June 1, 2013

Extinguished - Tina Manousakis


Intellect dazzled with brilliance.
Pondering principles of physics.
You explained.
Never laughed,
Nor belittled.
All extinguished now.

Faith confused
Warring with science,
Perplexing in its intensity.
I questioned:
Is there a God?
With patience you explained:
Bothering God was easier,
Than bothering family,
With your obsessive tendencies.
All extinguished now.


Love for humanity your hallmark,
You claimed life as beautiful,
God’s great design,
Lived to the fullest
A treasure, a gift
To be revered.
All extinguished now

What remains now is anger
For the six cast adrift
Children all, even the adults,
Did you not consider?
They need you
Now
Always
It was the wrong time
To leave.

 Eyes, once bright
Now darkened, vacant
Without sparkle, without life.
Your mirrors
Smiles, once quick,
Now labor.
Minds once brilliant,
Now founder.
Laughter and love,
All extinguished now.

I wonder
Will any follow you?
Seems likely for one.
But my hands are tied.
Like yours were
Still I watch, inwardly raging.
Waiting.

To see if I can catch them,
Before they fall,
So that
Another life can continue,
To Grow
To Contribute
To Thrive

Against your legacy:
Of Lies.
Of Pain.
Of Cowardice.
All extinguished now.


1 comment:

  1. This is beautiful. My husband's cousin's ex husband committed suicide a week ago and this made me think of him.

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